Not Knowing Me

Not Knowing Me

Not knowing me you may think
I am happy when I laugh
That just because I'm here on time
Life’s not moving fast
Not knowing me you may think
I am sad because I cry
Tears trickle down my made up face
Yet you never question why.
Not knowing me you may think
I'm growing up so fast
My grown up life and grown up things
Just don't unlock my past
Not knowing me you may think
I have all with in my reach,
Stars shining high may just fall down
to dance around my feet
Not knowing me you may think
I am tired when I close my eyes
My head is full of wondrous dreams
with friends right by my side
Not knowing me you may think
I sing because I am in love
I dance because of music
Playing in my head above.
Not knowing me you cannot know
My heart can not go there.
I do not feel emotions,
Of which once I was so aware.
Not knowing me you may think
I am happy when I laugh....
- Holly (Sept. 7 2007)